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Awaken From A Deep Sleep To Do This, So You'd Better Feel Damned Special [01 Dec 2002|11:32am]
[ mood | cranky ]

:Growls: I was more-or-less poked into coming online and updating this. You couldn't wait UNTIL I was awake could you Callaway?

Nothing much to update about.

I'm still wrestling, kinda. It's been dropped down to one day a week, if it's even that lucky. Most of my show's have either been of an interview or doing some commentary.

Not that I mind. Gives me more time to spend with my boys, all three of them.

Speaking of which, sorry this is entirely to short. I'd rather though be snuggling next to a certain someone.


Ah yes, happy belated Birthday Jason.

As well as Happy Belated Thanksgiving everyone.


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Tick --- Thought [03 Nov 2002|02:07am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

Right now; guess you can say that I'm reguessing the battle plans. When I left the wrestling business and headed into retirement it was because of one huge event.

My children's lives.

I was missing out on way to much. Not getting to see Garrett's soccer games or see Steven's first homerun. I was missing out on it all. So I left wrestling, and went to being a full time parent with a part time mission. *Smiles*

But for some odd reason....they called and requested...or rather begged for me to come back. And of course I did. But then..I'm starting to miss things again. The boys have started traveling with me, being schooled through me and on the road. They seem to like it; but thats not a life for two little boys.

Then there's the love of my life...Ian. He and I barely get to talk, and rarely get to see one another. *Sighs* I miss being able to hold him whenever I wanted...or being able to smell him right after he showered...*g* He always did have a uniquely beautiful smell around him.

*Sighs* And I'm missing it all yet again.

Two of the three greatest things in my life...with neither of them being happy.

This thinking's giving me a headach..maybe I'll post more later.


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[10 Oct 2002|11:30am]
[ mood | determined ]


Still can't believe.

Me. Steve Borden, the man who claimed he was retireing...

Is Wrestling.

God if this is a dream...please dont let me wake up.


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Engaged [21 Sep 2002|06:29pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I'm engaged. It kinda happened fast...and the weird thing was we both were scared to do it. Even though both of us love the other with everything that we are; yet we were still afraid of what the other would say.

*Smiles* But I love Ian. They say everyone has a twin, and then a soulmate on this earth.For me, both my soulmate and my twin lays within one person. Ian Hodgkinson. My baby, my heart..and my love.

I love you Ian...

Yours Forever...

The Gothic Warrior


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The Results of Old Age [17 Sep 2002|09:02pm]
[ mood | sore ]

*Cracks neck*

Shit, forgot how painful it was to wrestle. Every damn bone in my body hurts. Guess that's the price of old age, right? *Laughs*

I need to schedule a massage. *Cracks neck again* And maybe a visit to my chiropractic


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Guess Who's Wrestling AGAIN! [04 Sep 2002|03:42pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]


Aw hell, I still can't believe it.

I'm Wrestling Again!

To say I'm unhappy about that; such a pure understatement. I've really missed the ring and the competition. Sure, it's not the WWE. Frankly I can't see myself ever going there. McMahon's to much about the TnA deal. That's not my kind of idea for entertainment; Dibiosie (SP) agrees with me.


Now, I wonder if I can get my fi...*g* I mean my boyfriend a position in the company.

*Whistles and picks up the phone*


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Hmmm. [27 Aug 2002|04:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

See what boredom can do to a man? *Sighs* Ian went somewhere, so now I'm like stuck here by myself. The only thing keeping me busy...making these icon's...


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Hmmm. [27 Aug 2002|04:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

See what boredom can do to a man? *Sighs* Ian went somewhere, so now I'm like stuck here by myself. The only thing keeping me busy...making these icon's...


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[22 Aug 2002|01:05am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

*Signs on and reads Ian's entry, a soft smile carresses his lips as he turns the computer back off and heads out to the pond...throughts gushing through his mind*


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New Icon [20 Aug 2002|03:42pm]
[ mood | creative ]

*Grins and Blushes*

Aren't I the creative one?


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Many Many Wedding Days [14 Aug 2002|05:54pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Wow, just about everyone's getting married.

Mark and Jay
Lenny and Pepper
Jeff Hardy and Sean Waltman

Makes a man wonder...what he's waiting for.

*Heads off to get dressed*

See everyone at the wedding.


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Little Thoughts [05 Aug 2002|03:05pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Wow...I almost forgot about this thing again. Guess thats what being beyond happy does to you eh?

Haveing Ian here..is almost like a dream..one that I never want to wake from.

Never been so content with anyone before; not even Sue. Yes we were married for years..never like this though. I could never just sit there and watch her sleep for hours, like I can with Ian, and not become restless.

This makes me think...maybe the term Soulmate..isn't just a word..but is reality.


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DIVORCED! [27 Jul 2002|05:51am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I'm free!

No more attachments.

Though I'm still going to keep in contact with my children.

*Smiles* Well maybe one more attachment. Mr Ian...where have you dissapeared to.


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Reuniteing [02 Jul 2002|03:46pm]
[ mood | happy ]

It's been two days since I last seen him. The other day had been the fist time since he left World Championship Wrestling, that I seen him. I hadn't even recognized him when I entered that bar that night. It had been that long, that long since I've last seen him.

The Goth Boy, my fellow Brother of Paint. Vampiro.

We spent sometime talking later that night. :Smiles: He even told me that he was a stalker. :Laughs: Don't mind who he was stalking though. Seeing him again brought back alot of good memories. Memories of he and I taking on people in the ring, or of us simply wrestling against one another. :Laughs: Vampiro Vs Sting, from what I remember those were legendary matches. It was then we had also earned the nickname "The Brothers of Paint".

Hmm...He did look pretty good in paint, and those dreads..ahhhhhh..

Ever feel that sudden click when you meet someone?

They say your soul mate's touch is embedded on your soul before you even meet them. So when you do meet them, your heart will know where it belongs. :nods:

Spent most of the night cuddling with him on my bike, that was until he decided he wanted to go rollerbladeing.:Grins: Told him I didn't know how, the truth why I said it was because I didn't want to move. It felt so good just holding him. He ended up dragging me off to the rink anyway. So I acted once there. It was nice watching him.

: Laughs: Ian? Your butt still hurting? :Grins:

I wont say anything else about that...don't want my Goth turning all red...though....
*Goes off into thought*

At the end of the night, we sat in the middle of the rink cuddleing.:Sighs happily:

All of this..just for letting Mark persuade me to go to that bar. Thank's buddy, I owe you a lot.


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Divorce [02 Jul 2002|02:55pm]
[ mood | blah ]


It's an ugly word. But how does someone stay with someone that doesn't express that same love you feel for them in return. But would also rather sleep with your friends then lay in your own bed. It's impossible. A year and a half of living like that nearly drove me insane. The only reason I stuck around was because of the boys. Those two are, and forever will be my life.

My boys; our boys. My wife and I had been married for close to 16 years. In that time she gave me two beautiful boys. Garrett and Steven, my heart and my soul. Each of their births made marks across my soul, those were truly the happiest days of my life. Witnessing the birth of my two boys.

I stuck around for them, hopeing that with me being there would make the situation easier on them. It hadn't. Day in and day out we would all fight. If it wasn't one thing it was another. Small things, big things it wouldn't matter; there was always something that needed a screaming match from two or more of the four of us.


My lawyer says that I can get joint custody if I want it. I don't want to take her into court. She doesn't want it either. For now we've settled on a "sharing." She'll let me see them whenever and for whatever long I want to. ::Nods:: We're doing the right thing. Neither of us wants them to grow up in the type of lifestyle we were living.

Hopefully...this will be better.


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Yeah, So I'm Here...Now Who Are You? [30 Jun 2002|02:07am]
[ mood | busy ]

I come here becouse Callaway say's its a good way to keep intouch with everyone. It's hard to keep intouch with these new kids. Half of them I've never met to begin with.


:Hates this journal:
The damn thing wont let my background show.

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